~~~Something Old, Something New,
and Some Borrowed Prada Shoes~~~
1830 local time (April 25, 2003)
Edentide Bed and Breakfast
Deltaville, VA
[As told from Maddie’s POV]
Finally, it’s
here. The day and the appointed hour
have arrived. If I had to wait any
longer, I would need to be medicated.
Believe me, there was a time when I had thought I would never have seen
this day—but it’s here. And it’s a
perfect, glorious day! Being the romantic
I am, I could not have imagined it any better . . . or any more beautiful.
Close your eyes for a moment and picture it . . . dusk is
slowly falling across a cloudless spring sky; the warm air is perfumed with the
heady scent of lilacs and cherry blossoms in full bloom. The soft, rhythmic lapping of the river
against the shoreline is the percussion, keeping time with the symphony of
crickets beginning their nightly serenade.
Candles of varying sizes surround a gazebo laden with wisteria. Under its roof, a string quartet plays a
delicate tune as a woman clad in a long, simple white dress glides across the
grass, making her way to the handsome, uniformed man waiting at the water’s
edge. The smiles on their faces are the
epilogue to a story that began long ago in a Rose Garden.
Last year—November to be exact—I had begun counseling the
now-happy couple at the request of their commanding officer, back when they
weren’t so happy and definitely not a
couple. Had I known then that these two
were going to be a handful, to say the least, I might have thought twice about
doing it. They had to be the biggest
challenge in my entire career as a counselor.
Looking back now, I wouldn’t have given up the opportunity to know them
and counsel them for all the Manolo Blahnik’s in Neiman Marcus.
I wish I could take full credit for this day and the
happiness it brings them, but I can’t.
Officially, though, I can only take credit for the white, high-heeled
Prada sling-back shoes the bride is wearing.
Of all things for a woman to forget—on her wedding day, no less! Thankfully, being the shoe-goddess that I am,
I travel well stocked and prepared for anything! Besides, the kitten-heeled Jimmy Choo’s I’m
wearing really compliments my pink Escada suit! Try explaining to your husband why the three
pairs of stilettos you brought wouldn’t exactly work with the freshly mowed
lawn and the uneven ground. Sometimes he
just doesn’t get it. The happy-ending
part of this story actually began to take shape the very day I bought the shoes
the bride is now wearing. (Which, by the way, were mega-cheap at an end of
season sale, in case you’re interested!)
But, I digress.
Watching AJ escort Mac to a waiting Harm at the water’s
edge, I am giddy with delight despite the tears streaming down my cheeks. Scanning the small crowd of friends that have
gathered for this momentous occasion, I realize I’m not the only one shedding a
tear. But, I’m probably the only one who
knows how they walked through fire to reach their destiny. As they had told me, on more than one
occasion, they’d do it all over again if it still brought them here . . . to
this point in time . . . and to one another.
And I would do it for them again in a heartbeat.
But today, it’s all about them, and the lifetime of love and
happiness that awaits them. I once read
something that fits this moment—and them—perfectly.
"Though no
one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make
a brand new ending."
This is their brand new ending.
~~flashback~~
Six months earlier
Old Town Alexandria, VA
Over three and a half hours after leaving her office, Maddie
had finally decided it was time to return.
Sure, she could have spent all day shopping—today had been a banner day
by her standards—but staying out longer would have only compounded the
situation she had created earlier.
Throughout her life, her one notable flaw (as she had been
often told) had always been impulsivity and today was no different. Completely fed up with the way her counseling
session had evolved, she promptly left them—Harm and Mac—alone together. Rather, alone together AND locked in her
office. If that wasn’t impulsiveness, then I don’t know what is, she thought.
Turning onto King Street, panic had suddenly seized her. Those two are lawyers—they could sue me
for this. Or worse yet, what if they had
called the police? I could be charged with holding them hostage!
Maddie’s heart began to race, imagining all the potential ramifications
from her actions. “Oh, I’ve really done
it this time,” she sighed, her palms sweaty as she gripped the steering wheel,
white-knuckled. “Maybe this wasn’t one
of my brighter ideas.”
Bringing the car to a stop in an empty parking spot, she
immediately caught sight of a uniformed man on the opposite side of the street,
next to her building. Maddie’s heart
began pounding uncontrollably in her chest as she opened her car door. Her knees felt like they would give out at
any moment. At the sound of the car door
shutting, the man looked up and over at her, before returning his attentions to
the paperwork in his hand.
“Oh, thank goodness,” she gasped. To her relief, it was only the meter man or
traffic control cop—whatever they’re calling themselves these days. However, it had also crossed her mind that
Harm and Mac’s vehicle had been on the street for a very long time—most likely
at one of those expired meters he was checking.
Since she hadn’t any idea what type of car they drove, she had no way of
saving them from the inevitable parking ticket.
Plunking her coins in the meter, she made a mental note to offer to pay
whatever fines they incurred—that is, if her clients didn’t kill her first.
Anxious yet completely petrified, Maddie avoided rushing up
to her office. Instead, she leisurely
climbed the stairs, taking what seemed to be an eternity to reach the second
floor and imagining every scenario with each step along the way. Slowly, she pulled the stairwell door open
and peered around the corner and down the hall toward her office. The passage appeared quiet and, thankfully,
empty. Feeling all was safe, she moved
through the door and began the final leg of her journey.
As she made her way down the corridor, she had taken a few
slow, easy deep breaths to calm herself, and circumvent the hyperventilation
trying to consume her. Maddie’s palms
were still clammy and her heart was pounding when she reached the door to her
office. In her assessment, it hadn’t
been opened. Carefully she placed her
ear to the door, hoping to hear something that might give her a clue as to what
lay before her. The silence she found
confused her—they couldn’t have left, could they? But, how would they have gotten out? Could it be that they’ve sat there in silence
this whole time? Was all this for nothing?
Curiosity had replaced her earlier apprehension. Hurriedly, Maddie pulled her keys from her
purse and wrapped her fingers around them, preventing them from jingling
against the door. In one swift movement,
she placed the key in the lock and turned it, opening the wooden beast that had
kept her clients confined for most of the morning. Careful not to make any noise, she tip-toed
into the room and quietly shut the door behind her.
Briefly surveying the area, she noticed Zoloft sitting near
her inner-office door. If it were
possible for a cat to look perturbed, he certainly did. In fact, his expression strongly resembled
the look he gave her whenever she and her husband engaged in any affectionate
behavior, or he had been shut out of the bedroom—for obvious reasons.
Maddie raised an eyebrow, and whispered to herself
skeptically, “Really? They didn’t! Did they?” as Zolly flicked his tail and
scurried into the other room, unwilling to welcome his mistress back. Now she was even more curious as to the
goings-on in her office during her absence.
Initially, the silence in her office was unmistakable. But now, some three minutes later, she
thought she heard Harm’s voice, soft and low, followed by what she thought was
the faint sound of Mac giggling. Maddie
was torn between “announcing” her arrival with some sort of noise, or peering carefully into the office,
unbeknownst to them. Deciding on the
latter, she crept silently toward the door, only to trip, drop her keys on the
hardwood floor with a loud jangle and clank, and then loudly shriek, “Shit!” as
she fell through the doorway and into the room.
Harm and Mac, who had been curled up on the sofa together, were startled
and immediately sat up.
“Well . . . how nice of you to join us, Maddie!” Harm said
with a laugh, standing up and attempting to help her.
“Looks like our captor has returned to the scene of the
crime,” Mac added with a smile, likewise rising.
Klutz! No one would ever believe I went to Charm School with
that little two-step, Maddie thought,
absolutely mortified by her lack of finesse.
And, considering she hadn’t the opportunity to verify if they were
“decent”, she immediately covered her face with her hands before Harm could
help her up. Of course, it was just
killing her to take a little peek.
“Uh, do you want me, uh, to step out so you could, uh . . .”
Maddie stammered.
“Do what, Maddie?” Mac asked, before it dawned on her what
their counselor assumed had gone on.
“Its okay, Maddie. You can uncover your eyes—we have nothing to hide.”
Harm regarded Mac’s statement quizzically before he had his
own light bulb moment. “Yeah,
Maddie. You do want to know what happened after you left, don’t you?” He
struggled to sound convincing, stifling a snicker.
Maddie felt like she was in the middle of her worst
nightmare. Facing the consequences of
her unorthodox therapy was almost as painful as wearing a pair of ill-fitting
shoes. “Look, guys, I’m really, really sorry. I’ll just go into the other room and . . .”
“Oh, no you don’t. You’re
not going anywhere until we settle
this!” Harm said, gently pulling Maddie
to her feet and her hands away from her face.
Of course, her eyes were still shut.
Slowly, Maddie opened her eyes to find her clients standing
there in front of her—fully clothed—with their arms crossed. She was somewhat relieved at the sight, yet a
little disappointed too. But, judging by
the looks on their faces, she knew she wasn’t quite off the hook yet.
“You seem surprised, Maddie.
What did you think you’d find?” Mac asked with a sly smile.
“Uh, well . . . uh,” Maddie mumbled, at a loss for
words. She was positive she was not only
going to pay dearly for locking them in, but also for assuming that some
certain activities had occurred between them.
No matter what the case, she could feel the flush of embarrassment
quickly filling her cheeks.
“I’m sure she has a good explanation for locking us in here
for, uh, how long was it Mac?” Harm asked, hoping the added touch of a furrowed
brow would make Maddie squirm just a little.
“Three hours, forty-one minutes,” Mac replied without
benefit of a watch, trying her best to sound irate.
“Okay—fine! You two win!” Maddie said, exasperated, throwing her hands into the air. “You want to know why I locked you in here? Fine—I’ll tell you! You two didn’t need a counselor—you needed an intervention from good ‘ol Mother Nature! I knew that from day ONE!”
Harm and Mac, shocked at Maddie’s disclosure, didn’t dare
interrupt her rant lest she hold them hostage again. Instead, they had exchanged a little smirk or
two, knowing how right Maddie was.
The frazzled counselor took a deep breath before continuing
her rambling, albeit more coherently.
“For as intelligent as you people are, you can’t see past your
insecurities—you couldn’t see what was right in front of you . . . the love of
a best friend . . . the love of a soul-mate,” Maddie said, bringing her hands
to her heart for dramatic emphasis. “I
had hoped that keeping you in this room together would make you two recognize that.”
“And if that didn’t work,” Harm asked, finally daring to interrupt
her.
“Then . . . well . . . I really don’t know. I didn’t plan for anything beyond locking that door,”
Maddie sighed, motioning to the other room.
Judging by this inquisition, and an overwhelming feeling of defeat, she
wondered if it all had backfired—the counseling, locking them in—everything. At this stage of the game, I’m just too
exhausted to fight anymore, she thought.
Sensing her disappointment, Mac walked over to Maddie and
put her hand on her arm, saying with a smile, “Then, consider yourself one lucky
woman.”
Shocked, Maddie looked at Harm then Mac and back again. She blinked disbelievingly. Nothing Mac said was registering. The only coherent word she could utter was,
“Huh?”
“Maddie, you’re either crazy or brilliant,” Harm said, and
then added, “Judging by how your, uh, experiment turned out, my bet’s on
brilliant.”
Bringing her hands to her mouth, Maddie stifled a scream—or
at least tried to. “Does that mean what
I think it means? It WORKED?”
The couple nodded their acknowledgment as Maddie immediately
punched the air with jubilation, shouting “YES!” and then watched as she did
more than just a little happy dance.
Harm came up behind Mac and wrapped his arms around her
waist, nuzzling her neck saying “Does that mean we’re cured?”
“I think so, but Maddie could use a little time on the
couch, don’t you think?” Mac replied with a smile, relishing the warmth of
Harm’s arms around her.
~~~end flashback~~~
[Present day—Maddie’s POV]
That day had to be one of the happiest days of my life. Once I extracted myself from cloud 9, the three of us actually had an intelligent discussion of the day’s events over a late lunch. They both agreed that being locked together in my office was one of the best things to happen to them. It gave them the opportunity they needed to confront their feelings without running from them.
However, they never did divulge any “specific details” of
their confinement—not that I had asked.
Some things are just meant to be confidential. Of course, Zoloft wasn’t about give up any
particulars either, even with a bribe of his favorite treats.
In the subsequent weeks, Harm and Mac continued their counseling with me. But our sessions had become less formal and more like old friends enjoying good conversation. The fact that it was about their relationship—past and present—was inconsequential. In that one afternoon together, they managed to accomplish more than most couples do in years of therapy.
Despite all their misunderstandings and their inability to
communicate over the years, their love for each other had always been
paramount. It’s what brings us all
together for this moment—to watch Harm and Mac seal their bond and their love
with the exchange of gold bands and promises.
All they needed was just a little nudge from me.
Three weeks later
Maddie’s office
As I get comfortable in my old leather chair, I can’t help
but wonder what I’ve gotten myself into, yet again. Looking across the office at the couple
seated before me, I have an overwhelming sense of déjà vu. I tried, vehemently, to convince them that
they didn’t need to be here and that I’d rather not do this, especially knowing
them as well as I do. But they insisted
and I, of course, relented. I’m a
romantic, remember?
Their open file is laid across my lap and my pencil is
poised in hand. Please, God, give me the
strength to get through this.
“So . . . AJ . . . Meredith . . . tell me what brings you
here today.”
Before AJ could even begin to voice the displeasure written
on his face, Meredith is pulling a notepad from her purse and flipping it open
to the first page.
“Well, Maddie, I hope you don’t mind, but I’ve made a few
notes . . .”
~~fin~~